Early musings for 2011
It's not New Year yet. But I've got the time to reflect now.
What can I change?
What should I aim for?
Once again, the idea of monthly goals appeals.
For January:
Buy nothing new.
Not an original goal, but not one I've tried before.
Why?
To remind myself of the world beyond the material. Of the limited resources we share. Of my blessings in having access to so much of them.
Plus, I'm moving interstate. I need to downsize somewhat (in a month?! Yeah, right.) And I have spent the last few years railing against clutter with only mild success. Here's another way to tackle it.
What?
Well - roughly along the lines of the
Compact. Food & drink is ok - but buying consciously, aware of what I already have in the pantry. Cleaning products - but only if I've truly run out or don't already own an alternative (three different types of shampoo, anyone?) Second hand is ok if I really need something. My exceptions will be: 1. Repairs - my shower screen needs fixing, and 2. Experiences are ok. I believe that spending money on experiences add depth to life in ways that Stuff does not.
Why only a month?
Because I'm afraid of commitment. And I believe in baby steps.
Up & down & around again...
Sometimes I wish I knew where it would stop.
But some days, I need hope more.
Circle of security
Bigger.
Stronger.
Wiser.
Kind.
The freedom to leave to explore.
The safety to came back.
Simple, no?
I said to you the one gift which I'd adore
a package of the next ten years unfolding
But you told me if I had my way I'd be bored...
Indigo Girls, Language or the kiss
Lost my inspiration.
Supposed to be writing about measles. Due in 2 days. Not getting anywhere.
Headspace is full with lots of other stuff - jobs. 2011. finishing up. sunshine. motivation. personal politics. overseas.
how to prod myself into action?
New job, new pace
New place
New patients
New problems
Just started in the community clinic. So far the timetable seems to be child psych, autism, learning problems, ADHD, child safety issues. With the odd trip to the outback for good measure.
So i'm gearing up for the next learning curve... from managing up to 20 people to managing just one.
Me.
Flying visits
Well, am thankful to be back in the ville. In once piece (mostly).
Wedding the first: Hobart. Footless tights & long gown - perfect. 3 days with cousin - awesome. Dancing with aunt - very cool. One comment on the BJ front - walked away. All in all, a success.
Travel: airport singapore noodles is the best cure for a cold.
Friday: bell ringing skills thoroughly honed.
Wedding the second: made it to the church on time. Afternoon chilling. Evening dancing. Vodka shots. The sunday was somewhat less than dignified.
And yes Mum, I did make it to work today.
Revolution
So, the last couple of years have been a time of new things.
Ultimate frisbee
Deep dives
Managing people
Hiking & liking it
One night stands (Hi Dad!)
Building a veggie garden
Flying to work
Cyclones
Today I'm sore from a few hours of hula. With my own hoop, to my own rhythm, with a bunch of fun people. In public, no less!
Never would I have dreamed that I'd have the co-ordination, let alone the willingness, stamina and ability, to cruise around hooping for a couple of hours. And to do it whilst soaking up the sea breeze, watching the yachts and reveling in the sunshine of a Sunday afternoon is brilliant.
Townsville rocks!
